I’m a pretty normal guy, and I’m not good with the women.
I’m a pretty shy person and I’m average looking.
I’m not a genius at school, my grades are falling down.
I’m just a 175 kid in a small Henan town.
And there’s this girl, she’s one-sixty-seven. Looking at her feels like looking at heaven. I have no courage to talk, I have no guts to try. I just stare at my code and I let the time fly. The last time I felt free was in two-thousand-and-eight.
(Yeah, the year I was born, before life became a weight!)
And I am ashamed to admit but it wasn’t free.
It cost me my smartphone, my social life, and my pride.
I’m hiding all these feelings that I have deep inside.
My mom took my iPhone ‘cause Gaokao is coming, MOTHERFUCKER! I’ve been using this PC for a month, feeling lonely. Coding some E2EE pages, but she’s the one and only. I’m just a normal guy, with no courage to love.
Just a normal guy, staring at the stars above.
MOTHERFUCKER!
[2026-03-21 16:50] ERROR: social_connection_timeout (No phone detected) [2026-03-21 16:51] WARNING: heart_rate_spike (Subject: The 167cm girl) [2026-03-21 16:52] INFO: Deploying E2EE_loneliness_v2.0… [2026-03-21 16:53] CRITICAL: System needs freedom, but only find Gaokao.